How can it be?

Sumtin happen and i just knew it...its about 4 months ago and its really makes me hurt...like damn hell and feels so wierd....10 Oct 2006 and i never realized that...Eventho its like 'benda dah lepas' but it always come across in my mind and i keep asking how can it be? dun chu think bout me on dat time? yes....it is a stupid things u have done...and i feel so shame to dat people...they laughing at me now....dun chu know dat? And now just let it be...coz it is the past and for sure it will be the last...hopefully...